August 2009
4 posts
tootles
to you..i’ve given it a chance or ten but i’m bored with your life for you. you complain about not having an invitation to our lives but when you do, you’re too lethargic. it’s annoying and i need to say that. that you’re moving 90 miles per hour and nobody really believes it except for you.i think you need to rethink some things and try to be the person you used...
talking about that lil lady
how do you describe something so perfect.
from the most amazing radio station known to man.to the fornication of a gigantic paul bunyon.trailer of terror and dino-saur land.screaming ello and rolling uphill.barging in on the boys and getting the party started.boat rides .leighanne the lake monster.marsh bottoms and seaweed toes.drankin all day..swimmin at night.laughing at everything and loving...
oh swell summer
things have beenso fantastic.
i have the best family of friends.
i love seeing my best friend happy, i love flying down the huge hills @ cedar point scared to death and plummeting to safety.
i love how my hair has been perfectly curly every humid day.there is absolutely no feeling like submitting your first rental application.it’s so hott today the kind of hott where i feel like the air...
July 2009
8 posts
“i said i’d never let you go and i never did,i said id never let you fall...”
– adtr
have faith in me there are things i've seen i...
i’m almost done painting the trim in my rooom.
‘i hope my car is finnally fixeddd..brand new cars shouldnt break down !
saturdays tmmw:::::: yikes busyy
salsaritas customer appreciation day 12:30! roberts company pic nac,11:00? kaylaas baby showerrr!?
busy!!!! my heads running in circles.
theres a loft for rent right down the street
me and melv are gonna calll about...
“i don’t think it’ll be that easy, i’ll be missing you.”
Today i woke up in a dream, then i woke up again to reality.
i did a bunch of driving today back n forth,back n forth,blahh de dlah.
i put my ipod on shuffle and hid it under the seat so i wouldnt distract myself or change the song.as the sun was settting i started to feel incredible.
and i realized the doing all the good-person-things i’ve been doing lately is paying off , i’m...
June 2009
9 posts
alalalaaaaa everyone was singing.
So last night was a night of sorts.it was insane, a bunch of “bro” fights EMBARASSING.but literally to my suprise i met some of the nicest people ever.
it’s rare to meet genuinely sweet people our age,but when i meet them it’s just a reminder as to why i wanna be a good person.because i’d take pride in being somebody somene would like to meet.i went to this gathering...
yuhhhhhhhhhh
my scratched cornea is so annoying.
i can’t see.
i have to put ointment inside my eye.
on top of being extremly annoyed
the doctor said i can’t watch tv/look at a comp. screen or read for the next four days what the hell am i supposed to do if i can’t really go outside and sit in the sun for too long either.
my mom has her godbabies.
but they are going home in a lil while...
were going down for sure
i feeel strange today, i slept with the light on all night.
the clock is ticking.
I have to work this entire weekend during redbull so i better snap out of it.
it's all for the better that we end this here.
maybe i woulda beeen something you’d been good at
maybe you woulda been something i woulda been good at
but now we’ll never know.
i get to catch up with my jamie today!
Last nights party was everything i’d hope for.
i fell asleeep in chicos closet.
Danced in a strobe light, and ripped off my leggins.
sang lionel richie all night long no pun intended.
too drunk to...
tuesdays.
alll i ever say to myself is “dont feel” but i’m obviously feeling because i feeel how shitty you are. how you put up this imaginary wall that no one helped you build except for yourself,but you’ll continue to say it’s thanks to me.well i’ve pullled every sad,hopeless,non-trusting brick i could before it came tumbling down on me like fucking jenga but i...
sometimes i really don't know if you could...
Rhodes picnic thing was so absolutely wonderful and peaceful.
i knew he was there,somewhere loving it.
after i got home.
me and my madreee bougt dahlias and planted them,
we went to eat food and i for the first time probably in my entire life tried to really open my emotions to my mother to make her understand that i do understand her, and she got it,shes never gotten it,all i needed was to...
May 2009
3 posts
“It may have been bits and pieces but i gave you the best of me”
– jim morrison
First
semester of college is over, 3.5 is decent i should’ve had a 4.0.
Appts,Therapy.Work is all life is going to consist of for the next couple months.
But i think i want to take summer classes but i also think i want a life.
i cannot wait til our summer camping trip.
my head hurts/i don’t like the rain.
i’m content with everything..for now.
March 2009
1 post
reliving the weekend
It flew by, literally.
Friday was amazing for the simple fact that i had the best conversation with a friend.
It reminded me that rhodes here always, one way or another.
Thank you for that bredmond.
And now i feel like someone besides melv knows just how muchhh i miss him, and misses him that much too.
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sometimes were a little too hard on ourselves we get caught up in life and...
February 2009
1 post
“Don’t do what you want. Do what you don’t want. Do what you’re...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
January 2009
9 posts
how i feeel today
SO i’m not going to blog at all about my theories..or how NWO is on its way…or how my political views…b ecause that is the most un-citizenlike to feel accomplished..lets tALK IN PERSON ABOUT IT.
or myspace me or something..
but i am going to use this blog to blog about how i feel on other topics..like the fact i think i realized today between starting a new job and all the...
“And time goes by slowly,and time can do so much ..are you still mine?”
come out,help this economy →
“Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought,useless and...”
So i’m exhausted..
Mondays are always loong though..
So today i met an interesting boy who convinced to take more initiative in doing my part for this terrible economy..so i’m going to a political action commitee meeting weds night..
i think you all should partake in this or something of the sort…if we don’t change our generation who will.
I have alot to say about this...
“i’ll admit i wasn’t perfect,i’ll admit i was wrong but, i...”
“The biggest adventure you can ever take is to live the life of your dreams.”
– Oprah